get to know us begin not more as a friend in the tuition center when pmr.
then I do not have any feeling to her.only as a friend.
after that, we began to close.there are many stories we share.
then, we started to become close friends.
I was very pleased with her behavior.
begins from there feelings and love exists in my heart. :)
on 28.1.2013, we decided to take our relationship to a more serious level. at the time, I was attending a course 'solat hajat' in school. when prayers, I was reminded of her because before this we have lost contact, and I have placed him in my prayers. upon entering the hostel dorm, I tried to contact her.alhamdulilah she still remember me ..
now, I very happy, after 'bersms' for quite some time, I asked her,' scha,sudikah awak terima saya n menjadikan saya sebagai kekasih awak? '
thank toGod, ! she accept me :') . YESSS!!!!!!!
after that, we live our life happily. SHE is a very spoiled! and a loving person!!!!!! :)
one day, she pounded my chest, and I pretended in severe pain, and she cries! :) hahah! so cute your face at that time :)
on the hari raya celebration 2012 in the IPK seremban, she challenged me to pose with her family .. haha. she thought I was not brave. while posing with her mother, her mother hugs me, she changed her face continue.
maybe she jelous. yes, she is being jelous. haha.
most sweet memories for me is when we go out with her siblings to city park. I and her accompanying she sister biking around the parkwe got happy time together :) <3 <3 <3 .
if I want a story with his experince fun, there are many and indescribable. : ')
but now?
we were separated. it because my parted on stupidity and my offense.
I can only pray that she accepts me back because I KNOW I'M READY TO HAVE SHE BACK AND SHE Make happy. ! : ')
she has admitted that she is very love that man: ')
I'm sure i will wait her indefinitely
because I have never loved a woman as I love her: ')
: ya allah ya rahman ya rahim , ampuni lah dosa2 ku,dosa2 ke dua ibubapa ku,dosa2 muslim dan muslimat sama ada yang masih hidup atau yang telah meninggal dunia .
ya allah , sebagai hamba mu yg kerdil di dalam dunia yang sementara ini , aku bermohon agar kau sentiasa menepatkan dia sentiasa dalam keadaan yang selamat . dan janganlah kau menurunkan ujian yang berat terhadap diri nya ..
ya allah ya rahman ya rahim , limpahkan lah kurnia dan kebahagian keatas hbungan mereka ya allah (schairfan) dan jauhkan lam mereka dari godaan syaitan ..
ya allah , jangan lah sesekali engkau menghilangkan perasaan cinta ku terhadap diri nya. kerna , aku tidak biasa hidup tanpa diri nya :'(.
ya allah , perkenankan lah doa ku ini .amin..
P/s : scha , walau pun banyak kesalahan yang telah mal buat , mal mintak maaf .. mal menyesal atas sekua itu . andai diberi peluang ,akan mal guna kan sebaik mungkin . sungguh mal cakap , mal amat menyanyagi scha :'(
